Between Here and Home

Between Here and Home

Recently, I’ve read about the devastating fires in Indonesia. Now, the destruction itself is horrific, but I am also deeply troubled by the relative silence from the media and just about everyone else. I’ve been asking myself why people are not more alarmed by what is...
Bear Hunt

Bear Hunt

after midnight, Big Cypress seeking refuge again at the edge of the continent following the paths bears still walk past Apalachicola and Chassahowitzka through hardwoods and palmettos until I break down, stuck in the swamp listening to night from the roadside I find...
Loving a Child, Protecting the Future

Loving a Child, Protecting the Future

Not long ago, a few hours after his birth, I held a new-born baby to my chest in the hospital. The baby is my girlfriend’s nephew. We arrived at the hospital and crowded into a maternity room with my girlfriend’s sister, brother-in-law, little niece, and mother....
Returning From Darkness: National Suicide Prevention Month

Returning From Darkness: National Suicide Prevention Month

I am an attempted suicide survivor. I tried to kill myself twice – once in April, 2013 and again in August, 2013. It has been over two years and I am still struggling to make sense of what I did. I just learned that September is National Suicide Prevention Month...
Science vs. the Real World on Mauna Kea

Science vs. the Real World on Mauna Kea

Many view the debate surrounding the Thirty Meter Telescope’s proposed construction on Mauna Kea and Kanaka Maolis’ opposition to it as fundamentally a question of science versus culture. On the benign end, the word “science” has come to connote something close to...
The View (from Guardsman Pass)

The View (from Guardsman Pass)

summer proves to be long after another short winter the drought blows through and July mocks us fills the sky with dry cottonwood pollen cruelly mimicking snow below Guardsman Pass I wonder what prayers are possible I cannot look the mountains in the eye they’ve seen...