Park City is Damned: A Case Study in Civilization

Park City is Damned: A Case Study in Civilization

A Note to My Readers: It has not been easy to write this essay and I am scared to see my name displayed publicly next to what follows. I am sure these ideas will win me few friends in Park City and the broader ski community. Nevertheless, what follows is the truth as...
Waiting for Death: Ecopsychology as Human Supremacism

Waiting for Death: Ecopsychology as Human Supremacism

So many indigenous people have told me that the levels of sustainability their traditional cultures achieved prior to the arrival of colonizers were based on lessons learned from non-humans. Implicit in these lessons is the truth that humans depend on non-humans. This...
Listening to The Land Saves My Life

Listening to The Land Saves My Life

This first appeared on Jason Howell’s Howlarium. Special thanks to Jason for his graphics.  from Jason: “Where it’s not uncommon for contemporary writers to root their work in mining—lived experience, the depth of the canon, the cultural moment,...
On Being Suicidal

On Being Suicidal

“I am suicidal.” Three words only – but, the three most difficult words I’ve ever had to say. I did not want to say them. I fought so hard to leave them in the chill darkness of my depressed mind and now their expression feels like a declaration of defeat.. I...
This is What Depression Feels Like

This is What Depression Feels Like

My notebook pages are blank again tonight, as they have been for the past 30 nights. I know what I am supposed to write, but I cannot bring myself to do it. The pen takes on an immense weight as I force it towards the college-ruled lines I prefer. When I pass from...
Power and Direct Action: A Primer

Power and Direct Action: A Primer

This year’s Fourth of July week grew in horror as it passed. Each day brought new nightmares that struck me at a dizzying pace. By the end of the week, after I decided I was sick of weeping, I turned off the television, shut my Facebook tab, and remembered that the...
The Swamp Cedars vs. The SNWA Water Grab

The Swamp Cedars vs. The SNWA Water Grab

The Swamp Cedars in Spring Valley, Nevada have grown long memories. They stand on the valley floor under the bright Great Basin stars where the skies are still unspoiled by the encroaching glow of electricity. Beneath the trees’ branches, the blue petals of wild...