Listening to The Land Saves My Life

Listening to The Land Saves My Life

This first appeared on Jason Howell’s Howlarium. Special thanks to Jason for his graphics.  from Jason: “Where it’s not uncommon for contemporary writers to root their work in mining—lived experience, the depth of the canon, the cultural moment,...
On Being Suicidal

On Being Suicidal

“I am suicidal.” Three words only – but, the three most difficult words I’ve ever had to say. I did not want to say them. I fought so hard to leave them in the chill darkness of my depressed mind and now their expression feels like a declaration of defeat.. I...
This is What Depression Feels Like

This is What Depression Feels Like

My notebook pages are blank again tonight, as they have been for the past 30 nights. I know what I am supposed to write, but I cannot bring myself to do it. The pen takes on an immense weight as I force it towards the college-ruled lines I prefer. When I pass from...